You

You don’t need to have a car, we can always walk. Walking hand in hand in the most romantic thing on Earth.
You don’t need to be rich, we can always save together.
You don’t need to be good-looking, cos I’m not pretty.
You don’t need to be fit n muscular, we can always go to the gym together.
You don’t need to be extremely clever, we can always mug and work hard together.
You don't need to be romantic, it's the heart that counts.
You don't need be to be humorous, having you beside me will bright up my day.

When will I find "you"...

Journey

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Thanks!!!

To pple who have been reading my blog, i guess u all have noticec tat i delete some of the posts away... i guess it's time to let go of the past n move forward.... n i'm moving forward now... so there's no pt to remind myself of all the unhappiness... thanx 4 all the support during tat period of time...

痴心絕對

想用一杯latte把你灌醉

好讓你能多愛我一點

暗戀的滋味

你不懂這种感覺

早有人陪的你永遠不會

看見你和他在我面前

證明我的愛只是愚昧

你不懂我的那些憔悴

是你永遠不曾過的体會

為你付出那种傷心你永遠不了解

我又何苦勉強自己愛上你的一切

你又狠狠逼退我的防備

靜靜關上門來默數我的淚

明知道讓你离開他的世界不可能會

我還傻傻等到奇跡出現的那一天

直到那一天你會發現

真正愛你的人獨自守著傷悲

曾經我以為我自己會后悔

不想愛的太多痴心絕對

為你落第一滴淚

為你做任何改變

也喚不回你對我的堅決

5566

Examz is super near but still I went to 56’s auto session at IMM on sun… tink I’m mad cos I have the tot of me not liking 56 animore 4 the past few wks cos I’m not feeling excited abt them coming… shuyi came over to my rm on sat’s evening cos we planned to ton over at IMM…we went 4 dinner at 179 extension n found out tat we’re too late to catch the last train to JE.. so we have to take a cab to IMM… haha.. we got there n met up wif xiaomin (tis xiaomin is not me, is another gal oso call xiaomin…the wold is pretty small) sat there 4 5 mins n have the strong urge tat I must leave the place… I wan to come back to hall… the place is not onli smelly but it’s dark.. I planned to study there but there’s not enough light to support my reading.. so we made the decision n traveled back to hall… haha… so end up me n shuyi spend 15 bucks jus on cab fee n gave up our q… I tink I made the right decision to come back.. I did some studying till 4 b4 I go to bed.. didn’t study at much as I planned cos I cant control toking to shuyi when she’s ard.. we jus got so much to tok abt.. haha… woke up at 630 to catch the 1st bus to IMM… guess u pple wont be interested in wat happen n wat we do when we’re q-ing…

Fianlli, 56 came after many pple fainted due to the hot weather… they sang 原點 n 存在… usually, I’ll feel super excited to see sw coming on stage… but tis time, I feel super clam.. maybe bcos I didn’t slp much or maybe I jus don’t like him as much as b4 le.. but when I see the big grin on face, tears roll down on my cheeks.. he’s still the big boy I met at the 1st auto session.. the person who asked me to carry an umbrella bcos it was raining heavily tat dae… shuyi gave up her q half-way thru cos she’s not feeling well.. I hope u’re okie now… must drink lots n lots of water… sorrie gal tat I nv leave the place wif u.. I feel quite bad abt it… it’s my turn to get up after my pushing n squeezing.. I wanted to pass smthg to him which I made sometime ago.. we’re supposed to pass all the presents to the staff standing in front of the stage but my “present” (I don’t consider tat as a present) I so small.. n I guess they lose it on the way.. so I smuggle it up on stage… when up to him n say:

"紹偉, 加油! SC 挺你…這個是給你的"

the next ting I do is to throw the ting on the table n it landed rite in front of him.. he took a look n smiled back.. worried abt my vcd/dvds I didn’t see whether he keep the ting.. but when I turned back, the ting is gone.. I self-assume he kept it…

came back feeling super tired.. took a bath n did my laundry.. I looked like a lobster frm all the sunburn… jus in time to catch 5566 on nkf… I came describe seeing them on tv.. i’m jus glued there.. I love the dance, the way sw grin.. I tink I still like him though not as much as b4.. thanx 4 making me realized it.. thanx 4 the grin thought it’s not onli 4 me.. other than 56, I really love Sam Lee’s song.. it’s super super touching.. love the way he sings but he’s not gd-looking.. haha.. n he played tennis (one of my fave sports too)..

sorrie guys, I cannot load my pics up cos I forgot wat server I’m using.. have to wait 4 shuyi to be back hall to help me.. hee..

ps: thanx Candice 4 helping me get the mag all the way frm Taiwan n the comic.. thanx a lot…